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How can you Step Up, as a Man, when you are constantly Cast Out?

You were not brought into this world to eke out a meager existence, cast aside, and shunned from the life you were meant to have.  

Every night does not need to end with you wondering if the daily toil is even worth it. Your days do not need to be filled with the life-sucking expectations that others thrust upon you.


There is something in you that others don’t understand.


This is why you follow a divergent path, why you seek out the things others may fear, why you look different, act different, and why you are drawn to the strange and unusual.

This is not a flaw. There is nothing wrong with you. There is a place where you do belong. And a life where you can truly be you.

But you need to be bold enough to take the steps to make that happen

  • Not pushing against the opposition – but connecting within to discover your own truth

  • Finding your way through the darkness – to awaken to your deepest passions

  • Learning how to rise above the drama – to finally be free of their control and expectations


Your time has come to start living your own life, in your own way!

Are you ready to become your authentic self and start living your ideal life?

In this 12-week program, you will learn how to:

•    Stop being what others want you to be, discover who you are, authentically, and start living the life you were meant to 
•    Liberate yourself from the needs and expectations from others that are dragging you down and preventing you from being yourself
•    Integrate all that you are into a whole being, comprised entirely of your own authentic soul
•    Discover your Will, your purpose to be in this world, and the things you can do to life a life dedicated to the achievement of your Will

This will enable you to increase the base energy of your being, beyond the basic human experience, so that everything that is in alignment with your authenticity is drawn to you, and that which is not, is repelled.

I know what it is like to not fit in.

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I know what it is like to be cast out, and feel alone and abandoned because my personal spiritual understanding does not fit into the proper, peace-love & light mentality.

I know what it is like to rise above the judgment and find my own sacred connection, in my own way, and start to live my life in accordance to my own sacred principles.

But, when I learned to truly embrace who I was, is when I got clear on my purpose, and accepted the path I was set to live, that is when everything changed – massively for the better!


This is what I want to share with you. If I can learn to become who I truly am, out of the shadows and darkness that others have cast upon me, then you too can learn to become a shining beacon in your own darkness.

This is not a path for those embracing mainstream religions, mainstream lifestyles, or popular cultures.

 This is a path for those called to be different, to stand out from the norm. Those of you who are called to be something beyond the comfort zones of the normal world.

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Each week, I will send you
two simple exercises. 

The work is easy, but takes you to the depths of your soul.

You can use them for a lifetime with great benefits.

  • Videos each week give you a clear understanding of the work.

  • Meditations to help you step away from the everyday world, and uncover your deepest hidden strength. 

  • Music to take you into deep states with powerful transformative effects.

  • Worksheets to clearly define the path ahead of you with step by step, pinpoint accuracy. 

One-on-one guidance,  will help you tailor the workings to your specific needs and concerns.

Throughout all of this, you have access to my years of study, practice and experience to achieve wholeness and recognize the value of who you truely are.

Your 12-Week Program

Week 1

Building Your Sacred Connection

 You will begin building the guidance and clarity you need for your success through every step of this process.



  • Connecting with Higher Being – a powerful guide through this whole process and beyond

  • 9 Breaths Meditation & Runic Pillar - to integrate your sacred connection

Week 2

Connecting to Your Core

As your awareness increases of  your core, you will find your deeper truths in connection to your own sacredness and how that is already resonating in your life.



  • Core Building - setting solid ground for who you are

  • Little accomplishments - every day you achieve something, no matter how small

Week 3

Stepping into the Shadows

Look at what causes negative feelings and begin to make shifts in awareness and  to positive states.


  • Awareness of negative triggers - notice the things that make you feel down, insignificant, failure, lost, unsuccessful, etc. 

  • Awareness and shift – take what you have learned about your shadow side and learn to shift your emotions into a new state

Week 4

Deepening Your Spiritual Practice

This will be your toe-dip into a practice used by every single  successful person - meditation. Even if you don’t think you can meditate, I will show you that you already do. Then we will take that realization into the very depths of your being and start to connect that through your life and world.



  • Meditation - gain the basics of starting a meditation practice that works for you

  • Dark Mind  -  a deep silence within connects your whole being to your own sacredness

Week 5

Shadow Revelations

The negative behaviors and feelings that you have been taught to repress and never show (or acknowledge) are actually hiding your greatest superpowers. This is the week everything starts to shift.



  • Shadow Revelations - Recognizing your shadows  cast on others and situations and remove their energetic charge

  • Clearing Attachments, agreements, projections from others – to help you start becoming your own being

Week 6

Making the Big Shifts

 This is where you most startling revelations will come to light. All the beliefs that have held you back become nothing more than stores that you can rewrite. You start to uncover your true powers to create your own sacred life. This is one of the most important weeks!


  • Belief Rewriting - Discover the beliefs that have been preventing your growth, and replace them with new ones

  • Energy Shift - learn how to shift your energy, with people and situations that are not in alignment with your state of being.

Week 7

The Dark Night Revealed

The dark night of the soul is about hitting the ultimate lowest you can hit. Maybe you have already done that. We project the darkest possible future, learn from what this “causal-shadow” is hiding and start to build a pathway around it


  • Imagine Your Dark Night

    • Discover the worst it can be if you don’t make your changes, now

    • Rewrite the future, based on your position now, and the shifts you are making

Week 8

Rebuilding From the Past

Deep in your psyche, in the place that knows nothing of fantasy/ reality, past/ present/ future – we can recover the true you that got lost in the history of trauma, disappointment, disaster.



  • Recover Past Part - a part of you, lost in the past may be the secret to who you really are, and it may be holding you in destructive patterns. 

    • Reintegrate needed and wanted part from the past

    • Cut off from past part - not needed, not wanted, no benefit, could be damaging, not really a part of authentic self

Week 9

Elements of Awakening

Becoming a fully embodied sacred being means mastering the elements of your being. We process through the four classical element, earth air fire and water, and how they relate to your own sacred journey.  Then we learn to access the great  Quintessence, which will propel you into your new life.


  • Elemental Workings - work through four stations of the elements in a specialized ritual

  • New Self Building – once you have cleared the space, you now start creating new vision of self 

Week 10

Activating Your Full Brain

We awaken your full brain potential by giving you techniques to activate your prefrontal cortex. This is the part of your brain that connects you to the sacred realms, to you sacred self, and gives you the clarity you need.


  • Activating the Prefrontal Cortex

    • Avoid Mindlessness/ Autopilot

    • Narrow your focus

    • Deconstruct the moment –

    • Brain Games

  • Creating your Sacred Credo – your values/ code of conduct​

Week 11

Superpowers of Spiritual Practice

Take your  connections to your highest parts of your being and start to integrate that into your body, your being, and your life. We move beyond meditation  take your practice out of the ritual chamber into the real world – making a sacred life.



  • Recap:  

    • 9 Breaths Meditations

    • Connecting with higher being and integrating that into body and being –

    • Creating amulet, mantra, meditation to deeply embody this aspect of self

  • Embodiment with runes – I A O 

  • Creating liminal times – from liminal space

Week 12

Launching Your Sacred Future

From here, to the eternity of your existence, learn to trust those sacred whispers, the gentle nudges, to guide you in all that you do. This includes a long-term vision and the steps you take.



  • Building Future Vision of Self

  • Discovering life purpose/ mission in life  

  • Setting up the next steps to fulfilling that mission 

Week 1
Sacred Connections

  • Connecting with Higher Being

  • Runic Pillar

Week 5
Shadow Revelations

  • Shadow Revelations

  • Clearing Work

Week 2
Core of
Your Being

  • Setting Solid Ground

  • Little Accomplishments 

Week 6

  • Belief Rewriting

  • Energy Shifts

Week 3
Into the

  • Trigger Awareness

  • Shifting Emotions

Week 7
Dark Night

  • Your Dark Night

  • Rewrite the Future

Week 4
Spiritual Practice

  • Meditation Basics

  • Dark Mind 

Week 8 
Releasing the Past

  • Recover Past Parts

  • Release the Past

Don't Feel Overwealmed!

We are going to take these steps in bite size chunks that are easy to master.

You may be chomping at the bit ready to dive into this material, ready to make some big changes.

You may be surprised by the amount of work we can do together.

But remember, it took you your lifetime to get where you are, and it is going to take some time to make the important changes you want to make,and have them lasting.


Yes, you can probably drive through every one of these modules, do all of the work and get it done quickly.

If you do too much, too soon, the changes will be shallow and fleeting


It is important that take the time necessary to work through these, uncover the challenges and the gifts each step has to offer you.

This requires a deep dive; the kind of inner work, introspection and integration that creates lasting changes.

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You can try this absolutely risk free


#1: You can book a call before you buy, to be sure that all of your questions are covered and make sure it is right for you.

#2: You’ll have 21 days to make sure it’s a perfect fit. Check out the modules, do the work and attend your first three coaching calls. Just to be sure this is the plan for you.

#3 If you decide that this is not right for you, just let me know and I will refund your money.

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